BUSTED!!!

Examinations!  Why do we have them? Rarely are exams welcomed for what they are actually worth.

The initial purpose of so called examinations was probably to assess the knowledge of a person and to know exactly how much of a certain subject or topic, the individual is aware of.

Competetive exams are all well and good if that initial purpose doesn't get lost. However, seemingly, examinations are set so as to put individuals down as miserably as possible. It diminishes morality or whatever is left of it rather than encourage.

Examinations in India today seem not only bent on assessing how much we DO NOT know rather than what we DO know, but it turns people against one another in fierce unhealthy competition that leads to detrimental and not to mention purely evil statergies to ensure your "friends" or "colleagues" fail miserably while you come out with flying colours.

There is no margin left today for free thinking or any sort of thinking. Interpretation and reasoning has gone out the window. The only kids who seem to ace their papers now are the ones who learn by heart every word from their texts to the "T". They do not think, they do not question, they do not WANT to know how or why and eventually they do not LEARN. Isn't that what education comes down to? LEARNING?...If only the system changed. Wishful thinking it will remain atleast for as long as I am a student.

Ignorance

Dont pretend to know me

Because you dont.

Dont pretend to care

Because Im sure you wont.

Dont lie to my face

Because I can see right through you

But most of all dont pretend to love me

Im well aware of your clever ruse.

Dear Dad

Vivid are my memories of you.

The way you looked

The way you smelled

You were my hero.

My little tiny hands you put in yours

Held it tightly in you veined palms

Wrinkled and toughened over the years

But strong all the same.

I'd listen intently

My knees folded against my chest

To your stories so elaborately told

Amazed, amused, in awe of you.

You were my tower of all strength

Your voice that lulled me to sleep

Your name, my first spoken word

How that tower came crashing down!

Why'd you abandon me and leave?

Was I that horrid to live with?

Did you ever love me or was it all untrue?

Or was it because I wasn't the son you wanted?

I never asked for anything, no crayons, no dolls.
All I wanted was to be your little girl.
All I wanted was your love
But you thought only of yourselves.

Now I'm not a little girl anymore.
Now Im starting to forget..
Your face, your smile..it's becoming evanescent.
I struggle to remember now.

But still I'll wait for you.
To see you one more time.
To refresh those waning memories.
To see my tower rise again from the ashes.

Thoughts on a Dying World

All these voices all around.

But I hear the silence in my head.

Shedding my skin like a snake.

I was ignorant, now I know!

My heart once full, now forlorn.

Lead now flows through my veins.

The filth of this world, stained.

Hear hear! but who will listen?

We all live in solitude together.

Pain and agony in this world manifests

I'm tired, I lay my head to rest.

Where there was love, there is now animosity.

Where there was joy, there is agony.

Where there was hope, there is misery.

Where my heart was in conflict, there is now tranquility.

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Damnation Take Me

To him I cry

Who holds my soul in his grasp

To him I plead

Not to crush and pulverise it

For that is all I have left of me

All thats left that gives me life.

I watch as I see him stare at it

His lips curled into a sinister smile

I dare not fathom what his thoughts might be

I know him only too well, so horrifying is he, so vile.

To him I smile

Hoping he has a heart of his own

To him I beg

For my freedom, for release, for tranquility.

He looks down at me with that face so bitter

Looks into my eyes and sees me for all I am

I reach out slowly grasping in pain

He really is nothing like any other man

To him I sing

In a final attempt to win him over

To him I say

"We both know it isn't of much worth to you"

He looks down at me again, serene this time

I look up and see, the tears welling up in his eyes

My soul is now his, its become him, Im sinking

Where my heart had once been, now the last flame dies.

My Little Girl(old)

Little girl,I'm right beside you,Im right here

From behind the shadows I listened to your prayers

From now until forever more

I'll hold your hand,of that Im sure

Listen to that voice deep down in your heart

If you listen real hard,it never will part

Look within yourself for the truth that lies

I'll be with you always,even across a thousand miles

Little girl dont worry,I'm always here

No matter how far you are,Im near

Dont listen to anything they say

I promise I'll show you brighter days

They beat you,they hurt you,they tore you apart

They left you aching,alone in the dark

Helpless,abandoned,numb,and in need

From those seeds,hate began to breed

Little girl I'm here dont cry

Wipe your tears it'll be alright

Open your heart and lose all fear

Hold on tight,the end of the road is here

Im here,your guardian angel,I'll keep you warm

I'll stand by your side,be your shelter from the storm

Now you've found solace,you're safe,you walked through that whilte light

No more sorrow,no more pain,good night my little girl,sleep tight.

Liner Notes??

Liner notes for an imaginary record that I will make nd which will sell for millions.. To all those who thought I cudnt do it and to that voice in my head...I LOVE YOU >_<